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Rock Me Gently


It’s Extreme. Extreme fear, hate, guilt, anger, pain, frustration and the rest of it.

The Coronavirus.



Tear It Up.




Storm Ciara.



And in US.




Out Of Asia.

He Li. Dr Healing.

Dr Li Weniliang the Whistle-blower. He was an Eye Doctor ( thanks Elena ).



And for 2020, the Cornea Virus.






The Korona Virus.

Healing the Split.



What is the reason for the mayhem ? It’s Extreme Love in my view.

As further healing for my Fall, yesterday I had surgery to assist in the healing process for the broken Humerus at East Surrey Hospital in Redhill. I had to register at the East Entrance.

I won’t go into all the details but again in hindsight, it seems like an As Above, So Below experience. And what stands out for me was the Extreme Love which came my way. From Jenny and Rebecca and also my ex Claire. And also from the staff of the hospital. It was Extreme Love and it was Free. Thank you so much. And I’m now experiencing Extreme Pain again and there’s nothing I can do but accept it as best I can. And having to accept help which doesn’t always sit well with the Control Freak part of the mind. Your life in their hands.

Post Op.



But away from the Lovey Dovey side of things. For the surgery I was given a General Anaesthetic and then I went off to Never Never Land and I experienced a Lucid Dream. It was as real as anything in this reality. I was in my home town of Reigate and the people and town were totally real. For some reason it was based around Reigate Golf Club.

It’s Windy.



The Windmill is the Church.




What Is Reality ?



And when I came to, it was a state of ‘Where Am I ?’. I had moved to what seemed like a new reality in the hospital and I wondered where the old reality which I had experienced had gone. After about five or ten minutes I readjusted.

But even then the Lucid Dream theme continued. A few weeks ago, Jenny and I watched a Korean movie called Lucid Dream about lucid dreams unsuprisingly. When I was compos mentis, I was moved from the Operating Room to a ward where I lay down on the bed as above and had coffee, biscuits and a ham sandwich. And after about five minutes a Korean male doppelganger nurse from the Lucid Dream movie showed up in this reality to help me. Seemed to be making a point.



The reason for the operation was to put what was described as a ‘Metal Contraption known as The Kit’ in my arm to stabilise the Humerus. And as is my wont, my mind turned to Donnie Darko and shifting realities.

The Artifact. From Wake Up Donnie.com :

“When a Tangent Universe occurs, those living nearest to the Vortex, will find themselves at the epicenter of a dangerous new world.Artifacts provide the first sign that a Tangent Universe has occurred. If an Artifact occurs, the Living will retrieve it with great interest and curiosity. Artifacts are formed from metal, such as an Arrowhead from an ancient Mayan civilization, or a Metal Sword from Medieval Europe. Artifacts returned to the Primary Universe are often linked to religious Iconography, as their appearance on Earth seems to defy logical explanation. Divine intervention is deemed the only logical conclusion for the appearance of the Artifact”
– Artifacts as described by The Philosophy Of Time Travel.

Don E and the Spectator.



And 2020 is the Year of the Metal Rat.



For what it is worth, my advice is to hold onto your hats in 2020.

Off the scale.