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Down On The Farm

The sign said Deep Water and it is. It’s also dark and murky water.




On the ‘journey’ sometimes you are led down pleasant paths and then you are led down not so pleasant paths. For me the ultimate answer to everything lies within. It is ending the separation with God and releasing the guilt and fear and hate and pain etc within the Self. But nothing is ever simple. As you go deeper into questions about reality you come across a definite manipulation of reality which is intended to keep the game going. At the deepest level I think it is a manifestation of the ‘ego’ thought form which wishes to retain the separation from God and seems to have its own physical form and at present is desperately fighting for its survival.

As part of looking into the Heart Of Darkness, it is apparent a very Deep State mentality exists which crosses boundaries and is connected all over the world. Part of this involves research into areas like MK Ultra and ritual abuse and other nasties and Mind grids etc. What the intention has been is a form of energy farming to Archons or whatever exactly the thought form is.

One of my observations is that much of the MK Ultra type research took place mainly in the 1960s and 1970s and into the 1980s but slowed down after about the mid 1980s. This followed on from the Nazi research into mind and reality control and such institutions in the west such as the Tavistock Institute and I’m sure similar type things in places such as China and Russia and Africa. In short individuals who got caught up in it were guinea pigs and this has now been rolled out on a world wide scale. See David Icke and others.

And part of the reasoning is that the ‘Archonic’ mind knew this time was coming and it is desperately trying to keep us down on the farm. Sometimes when you look into this stuff you think you are going mad and then it suddenly makes sense especially when you add your own experiences to the equation. And part of this I believe is the vaccination programme. Big and Pig Pharma is not there for your health. There is nothing wrong with you.



Part of the reasoning is that I remember things and I’ve wondered why when others haven’t. This question has led me to the vaccination I believe and it’s connection with memory and mind and reality control.

BCG and Tuberculosis and Memory cells. See ‘The Prisoner’ and Forget Me Knots.

From NCBI.gov :

‘The Bacillus Calmette-Guérin (BCG) is a live attenuated tuberculosis vaccine that has the ability to induce non-specific cross-protection against pathogens that might be unrelated to the target disease. Vaccination with BCG reduces mortality in newborns and induces an improved innate immune response against microorganisms other than Mycobacterium tuberculosis, such as Candida albicans and Staphylococcus aureus. Innate immune cells, including monocytes and natural killer (NK) cells, contribute to this non-specific immune protection in a way that is independent of memory T or B cells. This phenomenon associated with a memory-like response in innate immune cells is known as “trained immunity.”

And Dark Water and TB. It is still amazes me how much of this stuff connects through time even though when Jenny made the video she had no contact here but I believe it is connected with what’s going on now. And how we connect through Time and Space.



And Why Us ? To be resolved hopefully.



It’s easy to fall into a funk and go ‘What can I do about it. I’m just little me. I have no power’. This is not reality. In fact we have so much power, the thought form needs to farm our energy for it’s survival. From observations there is nothing with the heart of people. People act from a form of love. It’s just that the belief system is falsely coded. The external 3D physical world really is in the Mind – Do You Mind ? – and is pure imagination and the mind can be changed.



Fuck It.


Deep Water



The Gates are opening. It looks like a full on 3D collapse is in process. Personally I welcome it. This is why I am here and has been my job for many years now and for many others as well and probably you too even if you don’t know it.



And facing facts. Merovee has had a significant impact on the Ascension shift. As individuals we would appear to be very important to the Universe and consciousness. I think it’s safe to say we haven’t worked out why yet.



In A Course In Miracles , it talks about the Hero of the Dream. This describes the Little Me ego’s view of itself which applies to every individual persona as the centre of the universe.

‘The body is the central figure in the dreaming of the world. There is no dream without it, nor does it exist without the dream in which it acts as if it were a person to be seen and be believed. It takes the central place in every dream, which tells the story of how it was made by other bodies, born into the world outside the body, lives a little while and dies, to be united in the dust with other bodies dying like itself. In the brief time allotted it to live, it seeks for other bodies as its friends and enemies. Its safety is its main concern. Its comfort is its guiding rule. It tries to look for pleasure, and avoid the things that would be hurtful. Above all, it tries to teach itself its pains and joys are different and can be told apart.

The body’s serial adventures, from the time of birth to dying are the theme of every dream the world has ever had. The “hero” of this dream will never change, nor will its purpose. Though the dream itself takes many forms, and seems to show a great variety of places and events wherein its “hero” finds itself, the dream has but one purpose, taught in many ways. This single lesson does it try to teach again, and still again, and yet once more; that it is cause and not effect. And you are its effect, and cannot be its cause.’

Over the years, I have tried to walk the line of self awareness of the ego’s thought pattern in my mind and the real mind. Maybe not successfully at times. The coding is or was very ingrained in the mind. But the Universe loves its paradoxes though. At the same time, it wants you to Look Within and investigate the Self, examine it and release the unreal aspects of the Self.

As I said I welcome the Ascension process but it’s definitely not ‘All things bright and beautiful’ a lot of the time and it’s saying we are in Deep Water.



I have ended up in A Place Beyond Belief. It’s full on. Nothing seems real and it’s full of reflections and messages and neural pathways. Every day is an adventure. It is a cross between Narnia and Wonderland and the Land That Time Forgot and Frozen In Time. And at the same time it also seems to include The Prisoner and The Wicker Man. This article isn’t about The Fourth Wall concept and why we are characters on the Silver Screen but it is in there.




When I was a young boy, I can remember watching The Prisoner. It used to be shown on repeat after the Big Match on ITV on Sunday afternoons. I had no idea at that age what it was talking about but I did enjoy it though. Over the years ‘The Prisoner’ has kept popping up in a variety of ways. As an example, the car at the beginning of each series is a Caterham 7 and I used to know the owners who manufactured the Caterham 7 when I lived in Caterham and other things as well over the years.



In the Prisoner, he ends up in The Village which is a strange place to where he was abducted. The flip side of living in Narnia and the Village is some days I wake up feeling very much like Number 6 and the Village where I live has the same feel at times. One of the episodes ‘Free For All’ describes an election in the village and tomorrow there are local elections here. I can vote twice if I want.





Which leads into Darker Thing and mysteries. I won’t go into full details of my past memories but it seems to be tied in with Deep State and also having x 2 birth certificates and reviewing my past much of it doesn’t make sense. And I know others have similar glitches. It seems a jumble of at least x 2 memories and two selves in different space time is the best way I can put it.

And The Universe never stops talking. And it may not just be me who is effected.

‘Can You Know The Truth If Your Mind Has Been Wiped ?’.



And missing or repressed or replaced or twin Time Lines or reality.



FWIW I think we are now entering a period when Absolutes will disappear. If you expect the world to behave how you expect it or how you want it to be according to the old 3D rules of duality, it could get even more confusing and that’s saying something.





It’s a strange place.


The Bluebell Railway

Firstly apologies to Ken if he reads this. I know that this sort of thing can yank at the heart.

The Bluebell Railway.

Waiting For A Train. Or something.




No words. Tears and everything.

‘When all at once I saw a crowd
A host of golden Bluebells’



Sit down next to me.



















It’s All Too Beautiful.



But you have to go off the beaten track.


The Possible Dream


Who and Watt Is Real ?

Will the real Greta stand up ?



And the Data Self.



It’s Possible. Really.

‘How The Universe Really Works’. Do the Laws of Science really exist and does man made Law really exist ? Is it physics or psychics ?

‘It means abandoning the idea of physics as the science of what’s actually happening, and embracing it as the science of what might or might not happen.’



Quantum Supremacy.

From New Scientist :

“QUANTUM supremacy” is a phrase that has been in the news a lot lately. Several labs worldwide have already claimed to have reached this milestone, at which computers exploiting the wondrous features of the quantum world solve a problem faster than a conventional classical computer feasibly could. Although we aren’t quite there yet, a general-purpose “universal” quantum computer seems closer than ever – a revolutionary development for how we communicate and encrypt data, for virtual reality, artificial intelligence and much more.

These prospects excite me as a theoretical physicist too, but my colleagues and I are captivated by an even bigger picture. The quantum theory of computation originated as a way to deepen our understanding of quantum theory, our fundamental theory of physical reality. By applying the principles we have learned more broadly, we think we are beginning to see the outline of a radical new way to construct laws of nature.

It means abandoning the idea of physics as the science of what’s actually happening, and embracing it as the science of what might or might not happen. This “science of can and can’t” could help us tackle some of the big questions that conventional physics has tried and failed to get to grips with, from delivering an exact, unifying theory of thermodynamics and information to getting round conceptual barriers that stop us merging quantum theory with general relativity, Einstein’s theory of gravity. It might go even further and help us to understand how intelligent thought works, and kick-start a technological revolution that would make quantum supremacy look modest by comparison.


The science of Can and Can’t. Maybe it’s just Can.




Quantum Frontiers.



And God Vibrations.



Wholeness and In Peace and In Pieces. Or maybe Pisces .

CALM : Campaign Against Living Miserably.



Who and Watt is Real ? Not to put too fine a point on it. God Is Real.

I Rest In God.

‘I Rest In God.’ Completely undismayed, this thought will carry you through storms and strife, past misery and pain, past loss and death, and onward to the certainty of God. There is no suffering it cannot heal. There is no problem that it cannot solve. And no appearance but will turn to truth before the eyes of you who rest in God.

This is the day of peace. You rest in God, and while the world is torn by winds of hate your rest remains completely undisturbed. Yours is the rest of truth. Appearances cannot intrude on you. You call to all to join you in your rest, and they will hear and come to you because you rest in God. They will not hear another voice than yours because you gave your voice to God, and now you rest in Her and let Him speak through you.’


And The Wall. I brought home the Golden Gate bridge earlier today and it’s now hanging ‘On The Wall’ in the bedroom.

‘Every Picture Tells A Story’ and Quantum Interpretation and different perspectives. Where are you coming from ? And Is Seeing Believing or is it Believing Seeing ?



Well We’re The Band 🤔 .



God Only Knows.


Bitter Sweet

When you work out what your totem is.

Let the Light guide you home.




It’s Bitter Sweet. To the Bitter End.




Much of the world around me is very strange. For most of the time it’s just me and the flowers and the birds going tweet tweet and traffic driven by faceless people and occasional Truman Show like characters that pass by. And also very peaceful. Even when I venture into town, the people and buildings feel very illusory.




I think I’m looking back into the past. The world is over – it never really started – and I think we only see the past replaying in the mind around and around. For example here is an old Fullers Earth building close by which has now been knocked down. To my eyes it looks suspiciously like Chernobyl. Microcosms and macrocosms.

‘In Ukrainian, the word Chernobyl means ‘wormwood’, the bitter-tasting plant. But wormwood is also the name given to a devastating star, or meteorite, in the Book of Revelation: “A great star, blazing like a torch, fell from the sky on a third of the rivers and on the springs of water – the name of the star is Wormwood.’



Everything seems incredibly real but it’s not. ‘Nothing real can be threatened. Nothing unreal exists’. Spirit sees things differently from us and wants us to let the Illusion go. In a sense the world is just a wish to be separated from God which is impossible.



Recently I’ve had two dreams saying the same thing. In the first dream, I had lost my mobile phone and wanted to email Jenny and I cried out to the Universe ‘Show me where my phone is’ and the next second I woke up and there was the mobile phone next to me so I emailed her. Problem sorted. Last night I had a dream where I wanted to go to the toilet. The first cubicles I came to were occupied and so I walked along a long corridor in a hospital as I knew at the end of it were the toilets. Suddenly a set of men appeared and a metal barrier came down from the ceiling and I was told I wasn’t allowed any further. And the next second I woke up and went to the toilet. Problem solved. The moral of the story of the dreams seems to be that the problem is solved when you wake up.

For me the ascension is very very real. This is happening. The world is a total illusion of death and disease and war and money and work and guilt and pain and suffering and fear and hate and whack a mole and the rest of it. And at the same time there is resistance to it and the total weirdness with the Covid 19 virus and the vaccination I believe is part of the resistance.

Essentially I believe it is an attempt to block memory at a collective level of our true nature and Who We Are.

From Wiki :

‘Body memory and cellular memory.

Body memory (BM) is a hypothesis that the body itself is capable of storing memories, as opposed to only the brain. While experiments have demonstrated the possibility of cellular memory there are currently no known means by which tissues other than the brain would be capable of storing memories.

Modern usage of BM tends to frame it exclusively in the context of traumatic memory and ways in which the body responds to recall of a memory. In this regard, it has become relevant in treatment for PTSD.’

And Cloud Atlas.



I haven’t bought into the virus from Day One and personal experience is important. I know only two people first hand who have been told they had the virus and both of those had doubts connected to the diagnosis. Below is a screenshot of the UK’s covid numbers. According to my maths, working from the Wiki numbers of 66.6 million population for the UK, it’s saying the percentage of people in the UK who have been infected with Covid is 6.5 %. And no one has recovered. Lies, Lies And Damned Statistics. Fxxking garbage. IMO.

A Tangent Universe.




I now see the world totally differently from my younger days. The world is full of symbols and synchronicity and mirrors and doublespeak and messages from spirit and multi dimensionality and strange time shenanigans and very little seems real. I think this is happening to a greater or lesser extent to many people. Basically my mind and vision and perspective has changed gradually over the years. It feels very similar to the movie Arrival where the translator Louise Banks finds her mind joining with the alien mind which lives out of linear time and I think a similar process is happening. And does beg a question. Is it Alien ? Whatever alien actually is. It seems to be different than in the movies. 👽👽👽



The Old World had it’s good parts. It’s like going to a school or work. You go to see your friends and that love is more important to you than what you are doing. Even that though can keep you in the loop – ‘The Ties That Bind’. But I think Monty Python has it right though. Much of it is a piece of shit when you look at it.



When you stop playing the game.

Believe It Or Not.





Over here in the UK, the Astra Zeneca vaccine trial has been postponed.



It’s been pawsed.





Surreal : ‘Beyond Real’.




Opposite me is this house. With normal vision it looks like a solid brick house but through another set of eyes it looks like a Hansel and Gretel chocolate box house. I suspect ‘Through the eyes of a child’ is the correct vision.




The Space Between Us.

The Black Hole is getting closer. It’s now on the edge of the solar system.




War of the Worlds.



And Two World Wars.



The War of the Words.



Even Stay Wild has gone Quantum.



And the moral of the story – it’s freaky !