Close To You

“Everything that appears in the physical realm is always connected with energy flow at the invisible level.” : Nan Lu.



The Universe speaks in very peculiar ways at times. From this morning.

The Spaceman has Landed and the I Test.





And yesterday a 7-7 degree earthquake in the Carribean.




I Am Everywhere.



Sister Rust.



Close To EU : Carpenters.



On Friday, the UK leaves the EU.



Yesterday, the You agreed to ‘Who Are We’ being involved in 5G in defiance of US.



And US President Trump unveiled the peace plan for Is Real in the ME. It’s a mind fuck.






U Are Everything and Everything Is U.



It’s a big truck.


The Life Of Bryant


Thanks to Anon and Roob.

Nine people, including basketball legend Kobe Bryant, died in a helicopter crash yesterday in California.



With particular reference to Kobe Bryant in the first part of the article – The Man Who Fell To Earth.





Last week Monty Python member Terry Jones and director of ‘The Life Of Brian’ died. Click LOL.



The Life of Brian – The Man Who Fell To Earth.




And snakes on a plane. Kobe Bryant’s nickname was ‘Black Mamba’.




The Corona Virus may have come from snakes. It’s a Mystery Virus.




And the Fallen Man and Woman. Curiosity Killed the Cat.



The Sandy Shore.




Nine people died in the crash.

The Ennead.



From Wiki :

‘The Ennead or Great Ennead was a group of nine deities in Egyptian mythology worshiped at Heliopolis: the sun god Atum; his children Shu and Tefnut; their children Geb and Nut; and their children Osiris, Isis, Seth, and Nephthys. The Ennead sometimes includes the son of Osiris and Isis, Horus. It rose to importance in Dynasties V and VI and remained prominent in Egypt into its occupation by the Macedonian Ptolemaic dynasty established by Alexander the Great’s successor in the area, Ptolemy I.’

And Sunday was the first day of Shu in the Chinese calendar for 2020. Rat translates as Shu.



Wiki :

‘The earliest written Chinese character for “rat” (shu) appears on a thirteenth-century-B.C. oracle bone. In the Chinese classics, rats figure prominently in political satires, such as the poem “Big Rat” in the Book of Songs, which dates from the eleventh to the seventh century B.C.’

Shu : The Risen Man and the Void.



‘Shu (Egyptian for “emptiness” and “he who rises up”) was one of the primordial Egyptian gods, spouse and brother to goddess Tefnut, and one of the nine deities of the Ennead of the Heliopolis cosmogony.. He was the god of peace, lions, air, and wind.’


The Life of Brian : The Shu is the sign.



And finally The Aeneid.

The Journey.




So It Goes.



Hitting the ground in 2020.



The Corona Virus is here. It’s a Fluid situation.




Sahasrara – the Crown Chakra ( thanks to Elena ).

From Wiki :

‘A corona (meaning ‘crown’ in Latin derived from Ancient Greek ‘κορώνη’ (korōnè, “garland, wreath”)) is an aura of plasma that surrounds the Sun and other stars. The Sun’s corona extends millions of kilometres into outer space and is most easily seen during a total solar eclipse, but it is also observable with a coronagraph.’

‘The crown or the seventh chakra is located at the top of the head. Just as the Root or First Chakra connects us to the Mother Earth, the Crown Chakra is our connection to the Universe. In fact, the Seventh Chakra disperses the Universal energy or life force into the six other chakras located below it. In Sanskrit, the Crown Chakra is termed as the Sahasrara (the ‘thousand fold’ Chakra), since it is pictured as a lotus having thousand white petals.’



And the Lunar New Year.



Light Construction. It’s a work in progress.



I Sore The Light.



And the People’s Liberation Army 🙄. From today’s Telegraph.



It’s Raw.


Flood Call


2020 has begun with a flourish.

When past and future flip. The Flippity Flop.

‘Have we seen the first evidence of Time flowing both ways ?’



Over the next few months we are going to be in the astrological signs of Aquarius and Pisces. I think it’s going to be watery.

It’s a Flood Call.





Mirrors and Reflections. Up and Down. As Above So Below. Left and Right etc.

Deep Pain. Ozzy can’t hide his pain anymore. It’s in the Eyes.



Leaving on a Jet Plane.

Meghan and Harry. They’ve Gone.



MH 370.



I think the next fortnight could get very intense.

Firstly, Trump’s Impeachment in the Upper House in the US has begun. And following the water theme blame the UK Rain.



And on 31/1/2020, the UK should leave the EU.





And on 2/2/2020 the San Francisco 49ers will play Kansas City in the Super Bowl.



LIV : Dream Awake.




And Jennifer Lopez and Shakira Half Time show.



The moral of the story ? Hold Hands !


This Is Not A Drill.



It’s really happening.


Boys Don’t Cry

The Boy Who Fell To Earth.



The shock to the system. As is my wont I see my recent fall in the Madeira Sandpit – click ‘Outside Looking In’ – in a positive light. Maybe a new phase. The Healing from the Fall of Man. And Woman.

From my observations over the years, we seem to be on the same journey but experience it in our own unique way. Or maybe I just broke my Humerus but think there is more to it. This stuff seems to work on different levels which are difficult to understand at times.






And Time again. Being the NHS I was supplied with a sling put together with sticky back plastic. Works though.

Time Loops. Or a noose.




And the Breaks It Timeline. And Withdrawal. I wish I was mad in a sense but seems not. How it could possibly work I have no idea.



I take the view with Life – relationships or work, even addictions for example – if you have done what you can over a period of time and it’s not working, it’s probably best to walk away but sometimes you can’t and you have to Surrender.

It’s counter intuitive to accept pain. Why would you accept something that hurts. You want to fight and in duality, it maybe the only option at times. But at present, the energies are so intense I’m following a policy of acceptance as best I can.

My view is all pain both emotional and physical are connected with the separation from God and the Fall from Grace and that’s what we feel when we experience pain.



And the Inner Son. In the M83 ‘Wait’ video above it shows a young boy falling to Earth and googling songs about pain, The Cure and ‘Boys Don’t Cry’ jumped out. In the video, you can see the members of the band as young boys.

Over the years, there has been a constant link with radiation and atomic war in the syncosphere. Wormwood, On The Beach, A Hard Rain’s Goin’ To Fall and Ukraine and Chernobyl, etc.

Following the dictum the answers lie within, I’ve been mulling over the connection with this pic of myself as a young boy, Danny in The Shining and Little Boy which was the name of the first atomic bomb to be dropped on Hiroshima.

The Little Boy Who Fell To Earth.

Every Mother’s Sun. Who knows where the time goes.



And Danny in The Shining.



Little Boy who fell to Earth.



And The Cure : ‘Boys Don’t Cry’.



It Hurts.


Outside Looking In

What is the sound of one hand clapping ?

Out of a clear blue sky. Yesterday I managed to break my proximal Humerus at the top of my arm after slipping over after walking on wet leaves and I hit concrete. Concrete won. Humerous. The Universe likes its sick joke. And in my preview of 2020 I wrote we would be hitting the ground running in January.

With hindsight, The Joker has been a constant in my life extending back to childhood and I can see both him and her in the experiences of others as well. Sometimes funny, sometimes surreal and at other times not so humerus.




My right arm is in a sling and my hand is on my heart. I’m seeing it as a challenge to use my left hand. Don’t have much of a choice. It hurts.

Left brain and right brain. When two worlds collide. I’m writing this mainly left handed.



Over the past few years I have come to the conclusion that many of the buildings and landmarks in our localities are reflections of the internal Self. Maybe everything is. Outside looking in.

Here are some examples in Reigate. And I saw the same phenomena in Texas and elsewhere. When we come across the object or enter the building, we are connecting with the part of the subconscious it relates to.

The Pyramid.







The Windmill Church.




There was a reason for the fall. About a week ago, on a regular walk, I noticed that behind some trees which the wind had blown away were a set of derelict buildings.





My spidey senses started tingling and I did a bit of investigating and discovered they were called the ‘Madeira Sandpit’.

‘The site was originally a sand quarry. I think it was called “Maderia Sandpit”.
Once the quarry was worked out the site was then reused a rubbish tip.’

Madeira Sandpit is adjacent to Madeira Walk.



Two days ago I mentioned Madeira Sandpit to Jen and said the Sands of Time came to mind.

Jen’s reply. Humerus.

‘Be careful where you step. Don’t want you slipping off into the Madeira Sands of Time!!!’



And down I went like a sack of potatoes. It hurt. My boots slipped on the greasy surface.



And the Sands of Time.

Madeira Sandpit is behind the house where I came across the ‘My Other Car Is A Tardis’ car.



Recently this song by Fairport Covention has been speaking to me – ‘Who Knows Where The Time Goes’.

The singer of the song is Sandy Denny.



On the Beach. Sandy and Danny in Grease.



And in The Simpsons movie, the Simpsons manage to escape the compound through the sinkhole in the sandpit.



And further down the Madeira River, the capital of the island of Madeira is Funchal. It’s humerus.

There is more than one humerus bone in the body. The other is in the elbow and aka the Funny Bone.



And the Madeira Sandpit.



The Humerus should take about six weeks to heal and to start 2020, it looks like I’m in for a period of Rear Window. Maybe it’s just a movie.



Love is the Answer but Co-Codamol comes a close second for now.

All Things Must Pass.


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