Category Archives: Metaphysics

The Halfway House


I know I’ve moved to Another Place. I haven’t really moved anywhere I doubt. It is just the illusion of moving and seeing the world from a truer perspective. Where I used to live was 80% 5D and now it is virtually 100%. My trip on The Bluebell Railway was indescribable and was more than just 3D beauty. It’s +5D and from feed back I think others as well are having the same experience or I hope they are. It’s coming through.







It’s A Paradox.

White Bluebells.





When a tree falls in a forest does it make a sound ?



Further down the neural pathway it leads to the Birth Day and Time. The link with the Bluebell Railway is there. The Bluebell Railway is an old steam train line that runs from Horsted Keynes in Sussex, England to East Grinstead in Sussex and runs along the Prime Meridian. The original Bluebell Railway line was opened on 1st August 1882 which is my birthday. Click Wiki : Bluebell Railway.

And then checking out videos, this video showed a train on the Bluebell Line with the numbers 1638 on the side which is a combination of Jenny and my birthday dates.



Also I thought I would check the latitude and longitude of Horsted Keynes where the Bluebell Railway starts and it shows a latitude of 51.2° and longitude of 0.02° . 51.2 are MJ’s birthday numbers.



A few hours before I discovered the Bluebell Field or it called me there – I had no idea it existed and probably didn’t exist before I found it which is a mind fxxk in itself – I went to Holborns Established 1974. This is MJ’s birth year numerology and it is also Rain’s birth year as well.



When I was in the shop, I heard my phone make a notification sound and it was an email from Rain in Kazakhstan. After I had bought my provisions I stopped by a wall just a few doors away and there was a Wheel staring back. This is how the Universe seems to speak.



The Wheel Spoke. Counting the number of Spokes in the Wheel there are twelve.

Some day we’ll know hopefully.




And the Halfway House.



In ‘A Course Of Miracles’, it describes a place which it calls the Real World. It is not really reality but it is the physical reality seen through the eyes of rightmindedness or God. It is a Halfway House before you return Home and I think that is where we are.

But there are blots on the landscape. Firstly all the stuff with the Coronavirus and masks and lockdowns and the jab and the rest of it. The other element which I’ve noticed is Traffic which somehow spoils Elysium. The noise and energy from traffic doesn’t fit somehow. And on a more personal basis Jenny and me would like to get together which we had hoped to do in 2020 and then it all collapsed. And general body survival things as well.

And Contrasts.

From The Voice For :

‘When your mind is more awake and does not fall for the temptation of the sensory inputs, it now projects a meaning of truth, which frames the world as false, because it recognizes what is true and what isn’t. And the world simply is false. So when you are sane, you recognize that your body inputs are always false, but that doesn’t stop you still being able to sense them.

This is why the experience of the two types of simultaneous perception can become acutely contrasted, because on the one hand you’ve got your mind telling you that nothing you see is real, while still seeing it. So now you are perceiving a false world, an awareness of dreaming which you still nevertheless see fully, and this can be a very acute contrast to the mind.’



Believe It Or Not.


The Bluebell Railway

Firstly apologies to Ken if he reads this. I know that this sort of thing can yank at the heart.

The Bluebell Railway.

Waiting For A Train. Or something.




No words. Tears and everything.

‘When all at once I saw a crowd
A host of golden Bluebells’



Sit down next to me.



















It’s All Too Beautiful.



But you have to go off the beaten track.


The Possible Dream


Who and Watt Is Real ?

Will the real Greta stand up ?



And the Data Self.



It’s Possible. Really.

‘How The Universe Really Works’. Do the Laws of Science really exist and does man made Law really exist ? Is it physics or psychics ?

‘It means abandoning the idea of physics as the science of what’s actually happening, and embracing it as the science of what might or might not happen.’



Quantum Supremacy.

From New Scientist :

“QUANTUM supremacy” is a phrase that has been in the news a lot lately. Several labs worldwide have already claimed to have reached this milestone, at which computers exploiting the wondrous features of the quantum world solve a problem faster than a conventional classical computer feasibly could. Although we aren’t quite there yet, a general-purpose “universal” quantum computer seems closer than ever – a revolutionary development for how we communicate and encrypt data, for virtual reality, artificial intelligence and much more.

These prospects excite me as a theoretical physicist too, but my colleagues and I are captivated by an even bigger picture. The quantum theory of computation originated as a way to deepen our understanding of quantum theory, our fundamental theory of physical reality. By applying the principles we have learned more broadly, we think we are beginning to see the outline of a radical new way to construct laws of nature.

It means abandoning the idea of physics as the science of what’s actually happening, and embracing it as the science of what might or might not happen. This “science of can and can’t” could help us tackle some of the big questions that conventional physics has tried and failed to get to grips with, from delivering an exact, unifying theory of thermodynamics and information to getting round conceptual barriers that stop us merging quantum theory with general relativity, Einstein’s theory of gravity. It might go even further and help us to understand how intelligent thought works, and kick-start a technological revolution that would make quantum supremacy look modest by comparison.


The science of Can and Can’t. Maybe it’s just Can.




Quantum Frontiers.



And God Vibrations.



Wholeness and In Peace and In Pieces. Or maybe Pisces .

CALM : Campaign Against Living Miserably.



Who and Watt is Real ? Not to put too fine a point on it. God Is Real.

I Rest In God.

‘I Rest In God.’ Completely undismayed, this thought will carry you through storms and strife, past misery and pain, past loss and death, and onward to the certainty of God. There is no suffering it cannot heal. There is no problem that it cannot solve. And no appearance but will turn to truth before the eyes of you who rest in God.

This is the day of peace. You rest in God, and while the world is torn by winds of hate your rest remains completely undisturbed. Yours is the rest of truth. Appearances cannot intrude on you. You call to all to join you in your rest, and they will hear and come to you because you rest in God. They will not hear another voice than yours because you gave your voice to God, and now you rest in Her and let Him speak through you.’


And The Wall. I brought home the Golden Gate bridge earlier today and it’s now hanging ‘On The Wall’ in the bedroom.

‘Every Picture Tells A Story’ and Quantum Interpretation and different perspectives. Where are you coming from ? And Is Seeing Believing or is it Believing Seeing ?



Well We’re The Band 🤔 .



God Only Knows.


Bitter Sweet

When you work out what your totem is.

Let the Light guide you home.




It’s Bitter Sweet. To the Bitter End.




Much of the world around me is very strange. For most of the time it’s just me and the flowers and the birds going tweet tweet and traffic driven by faceless people and occasional Truman Show like characters that pass by. And also very peaceful. Even when I venture into town, the people and buildings feel very illusory.




I think I’m looking back into the past. The world is over – it never really started – and I think we only see the past replaying in the mind around and around. For example here is an old Fullers Earth building close by which has now been knocked down. To my eyes it looks suspiciously like Chernobyl. Microcosms and macrocosms.

‘In Ukrainian, the word Chernobyl means ‘wormwood’, the bitter-tasting plant. But wormwood is also the name given to a devastating star, or meteorite, in the Book of Revelation: “A great star, blazing like a torch, fell from the sky on a third of the rivers and on the springs of water – the name of the star is Wormwood.’



Everything seems incredibly real but it’s not. ‘Nothing real can be threatened. Nothing unreal exists’. Spirit sees things differently from us and wants us to let the Illusion go. In a sense the world is just a wish to be separated from God which is impossible.



Recently I’ve had two dreams saying the same thing. In the first dream, I had lost my mobile phone and wanted to email Jenny and I cried out to the Universe ‘Show me where my phone is’ and the next second I woke up and there was the mobile phone next to me so I emailed her. Problem sorted. Last night I had a dream where I wanted to go to the toilet. The first cubicles I came to were occupied and so I walked along a long corridor in a hospital as I knew at the end of it were the toilets. Suddenly a set of men appeared and a metal barrier came down from the ceiling and I was told I wasn’t allowed any further. And the next second I woke up and went to the toilet. Problem solved. The moral of the story of the dreams seems to be that the problem is solved when you wake up.

For me the ascension is very very real. This is happening. The world is a total illusion of death and disease and war and money and work and guilt and pain and suffering and fear and hate and whack a mole and the rest of it. And at the same time there is resistance to it and the total weirdness with the Covid 19 virus and the vaccination I believe is part of the resistance.

Essentially I believe it is an attempt to block memory at a collective level of our true nature and Who We Are.

From Wiki :

‘Body memory and cellular memory.

Body memory (BM) is a hypothesis that the body itself is capable of storing memories, as opposed to only the brain. While experiments have demonstrated the possibility of cellular memory there are currently no known means by which tissues other than the brain would be capable of storing memories.

Modern usage of BM tends to frame it exclusively in the context of traumatic memory and ways in which the body responds to recall of a memory. In this regard, it has become relevant in treatment for PTSD.’

And Cloud Atlas.



I haven’t bought into the virus from Day One and personal experience is important. I know only two people first hand who have been told they had the virus and both of those had doubts connected to the diagnosis. Below is a screenshot of the UK’s covid numbers. According to my maths, working from the Wiki numbers of 66.6 million population for the UK, it’s saying the percentage of people in the UK who have been infected with Covid is 6.5 %. And no one has recovered. Lies, Lies And Damned Statistics. Fxxking garbage. IMO.

A Tangent Universe.




I now see the world totally differently from my younger days. The world is full of symbols and synchronicity and mirrors and doublespeak and messages from spirit and multi dimensionality and strange time shenanigans and very little seems real. I think this is happening to a greater or lesser extent to many people. Basically my mind and vision and perspective has changed gradually over the years. It feels very similar to the movie Arrival where the translator Louise Banks finds her mind joining with the alien mind which lives out of linear time and I think a similar process is happening. And does beg a question. Is it Alien ? Whatever alien actually is. It seems to be different than in the movies. 👽👽👽



The Old World had it’s good parts. It’s like going to a school or work. You go to see your friends and that love is more important to you than what you are doing. Even that though can keep you in the loop – ‘The Ties That Bind’. But I think Monty Python has it right though. Much of it is a piece of shit when you look at it.



When you stop playing the game.

Believe It Or Not.


A Dali Mars


It may seem strange to focus on metaphysical and spiritual and reality and multi dimensional concepts as the world disappears down the plug hole but I think this is what is underlying the Life experience at present as ‘consciousness’ becomes untethered from the solid 3D reality we believed to be the real world.

Hypercubism and Alice.



And I See A Rhinoceros and Dali and Hyper Cubism .




Recently Mars has been speaking to MJ. Mars has always bubbled under for me with various experiences. As an example Jenny once sent me a picture of red earth in Texas and for some reason I thought ‘Texas is Mars’ and going to Texas only seemed to confirm this. MJ also visited New Mexico recently and got the same impression and then virtually at the same time MJ and myself had the same thought that Rain in Kazakhstan was also in Mars.

Here are some pics.

A pic of Mars by NASA.






And Kazakhstan.

From :

‘Most people believe the space agency that the next images of the Red Planet were taken by the Curiosity rover. But the residents of Kazakhstan, in turn, strongly doubt the veracity of NASA: the landscapes strongly resemble the terrain of their native land.

People living in Kazakhstan give vivid examples. So, the famous Gail crater is very similar to the Charyn canyon. It is also difficult to distinguish the valleys of Mars from the foothills of Karatau in early spring.’



Texas Panhandle.



And Kazakhstan.



In short, I think we maybe looking at different physical realities which mirror and overlay each other or are side by side and may exist in different timelines. And not only different collective realities but also personal realities.

And Dreamstate Logic has been speaking to me.

Dimension Zero.

“In order to more fully understand this reality, we must take into account other dimensions of a broader reality, the introduction of higher dimensions of consciousness into our awareness.

The infinite vibratory levels, the dimensions of interconnectedness are without end. There is nothing independent. Thus passing through the infinite varieties of space we reach the divine space which is absolutely free from all dimensions and constitutes the meeting point of all infinities.

The infinite source, cosmic music resonating throughout hyperspace.”



But I’m just Little Me. No you’re not !





Over here in the UK, the Astra Zeneca vaccine trial has been postponed.



It’s been pawsed.





Surreal : ‘Beyond Real’.




Opposite me is this house. With normal vision it looks like a solid brick house but through another set of eyes it looks like a Hansel and Gretel chocolate box house. I suspect ‘Through the eyes of a child’ is the correct vision.




The Space Between Us.

The Black Hole is getting closer. It’s now on the edge of the solar system.




War of the Worlds.



And Two World Wars.



The War of the Words.



Even Stay Wild has gone Quantum.



And the moral of the story – it’s freaky !


I Remember That


On one side it’s +5D.





There’s lots of Bulb Energy about.

A Host Of Golden Daffodils.


When all at once I saw a crowd,
A host of golden daffodils;
Beside the lake, beneath the trees,
Fluttering and dancing in the breeze.





And fittingly for the Easter weekend.

Welcome to the Shepherd’s Hut.




And Furry Friends.




And a day wouldn’t be complete without The Birds.



Or ‘Of Monsters And Men’



But on the flip side – Dark City and Through A Scanner Darkly.



Martial Law and the Martial Wall and maybe Martian Law and the Martian Wall. Click Blade & Chalice – The Vibration.



And the Innoculation and memory and central memory responses.



This seems to be saying something :

‘For acute self-limiting infections a vaccine is successful if it elicits memory at least as good as the natural experience’.

From Ash Publications – Memories That Last Forever.

‘For acute self-limiting infections a vaccine is successful if it elicits memory at least as good as the natural experience; however, for persistent and chronic infections such as HIV, hepatitis C virus (HCV), human papillomavirus (HPV), and human herpes viruses, this paradigm is not applicable. At best, during persistent virus infection the person must be able to maintain the integrity of the immune system in equilibrium with controlling replicating virus. New vaccine strategies are required that elicit both potent high-avidity CD8+ T-cell effector/memory and central memory responses that can clear the nidus of initial virus-infected cells at mucosal surfaces to prevent mucosal transmission or significantly curtail development of disease.’

Sheeps to the slaughter. Down on the Farmacy.

There’s 2 Of Everything.

From :

‘The COVID-19 vaccine is given as an injection into your upper arm.

It’s given as 2 doses. You will have the 2nd dose 3 to 12 weeks after having the 1st dose.

You will have 2 doses of the same vaccine.’

Time and Memory.

1914 – 1918.



1914 – 1919.




And maybe missing or alternative realities or timelines.

From a visit to the Reigate tunnels a few years ago. An area was used as a safe underground area and next to a section devoted to memorabilia from the 1st and 2nd World War there was another section related to a nuclear war it seems about 1970. And I wonder if there was no war why is it there ?




‘Reality is not only stranger than we imagine, it is is stranger than we can imagine’.


The Long God Friday


It’s a Halfway House.



On one side +5D.






And on the other side the Abyss and the Great No Thing.




It’s a Time of Deep Reflection and Integrated Reflectivity.

The Universe never shuts up.



Above ‘Integrated Reflectivity’ it reads ‘See And Be Seen’. The Observer and the Observed. In a sense I see the Innoculation as an attempt to build a wall and protection against the Light but the Monster doesn’t die and keeps coming back and the Monster is here. Nowhere To Hide.



And the tiny mad idea that we can be separated from God and that God is angry with us.

And present memory of this life time. Are our present life time memories real or a replay of a long long time ago ? I’ve mentioned this before but it has been playing around my head. When I was about the age of three, I remember I used to run around the garden naked on a hot summer’s day and then Big Brother told me I needed to put some clothes on otherwise the police would come and take me away and put me in prison. So I did. Is it a real memory or a super imposed memory from the original Garden ?

Who is the Boss ? One of my repeat patterns in life has been the many people who show up saying they are my boss and in competition with me. In a work situation I expect this but outside of work it has a habit of showing up too. With an old work boss I remember making an innocent suggestion and it triggered him finger pointing and shouting at me very aggressively ‘I’m the boss. I’m the boss’. And then I came to the realisation it was a reflection of my little ego self competing with and trying to impose itself on my god Self and you can take this out to a greater level with Governments and Police and the Law etc. To be honest I don’t listen to ‘I’m The Boss’ that much these days. God’s the Boss and gives you unlimited total freedom. That’s a good boss.

The Little Me likes to think it is powerful and in charge but it really isn’t as I’ve discovered over the years via the world of hard knocks. Spirit is the conduit between God and this reality and is the Boss if you like and Spirit is within rather than without. I’m the Boss is a reflection of the Body Self’s fight with God and you really don’t want to compete with God unless you want to live in a reality of death and disease and despair and war. Changing your mind about the world rather than the mind of others or trying to change what others appear to be doing or wanting to save the world and just going with what Spirit asks. IMO.

Time to go home I hope and run around the Garden naked again ! And God is real.


Welcome To God’s Town


Today I went down another neural pathway.

Welcome to Godstone aka God’s Town aka God’s Tone.



+ 5D.



Godstone Green.










The Bay Pond.








And the Chapel.






It is a sensational Spring day beyond belief. I decided to walk the three miles back from Godstone to Nutfield and along the way back about every 50-100 yards every house or vehicle logo or shop sign or tree or flower was speaking of Another Place. Even the jogger.

Here are a few examples but there were a mass of others.







To +5D and Beyond.