The Black Phoenix


You want a sign ?

Regulars will know that before Merovee Part I burned up, a Golden Phoenix appeared in the tree in my garden.



Anyway this afternoon, a Black Phoenix appeared in the Garden.

The Time Garden.






It’s spooky. It’s black so it must be bad 🙂 . Irony Alert.



FDT Care. Tree Surgery with a Heart.



And The Observers have turned up in force in The White House. The Observers show themselves when something big is going to happen.

Or they are just about to invade.





And an enormous Sun today for me. And a partial solar eclipse for the weekend.




And in Kazakhstan.




2019 is the Chinese Year of the Pig. It starts on 5th February.





And The Observer and the Burger.



Be Prepared etc, etc.



117 thoughts on “The Black Phoenix”

      1. ‘Under the National Emergencies Act of 1976, presidents are allowed to take unilateral action in times of crisis, provided they notify Congress, specify the circumstances that necessitated the declaration and document all uses of executive authority that are covered by the emergency.’


      2. Jen & Frank

        A see through wall made of steel. 😃

        Today the Eagles and Bears have a playoff game at Soldier Field in Chicago. It’s close to the 30th anniversary of a previous match now referred to as the Fog Bowl.

        During the game heavy fog rolled in from the far side of the stadium like a tsunami. Before long the fans and announcers couldn’t see the field, the players couldn’t hardly see each other.

        So happy 2020 vision everyone, and don’t let the Fog mess with your mind. 😊


  1. my surname for the father, in the sense of native blood, Grigorieva
    I studied a lot of its origin
    The Grigori,
    (also known as The Watchers)
    The mysterious eighth order of angels, the gentle Grigori were created by God to be Earthly shepherds of the first humans. The Grigori were both physically and spiritually gigantic, at least by the standards of the people who later wrote about them. They served early humanity as vast reservoirs of information concerning the finer points of civilization, and their selflessness was beyond compare. They were also called the Watchers, as it was their job to observe humanity, lending a helping hand when necessary but not interfering in the course of human development.

    As has been implied before, angels — though filled with God’s divine grace — are eminently corruptible in the corporeal world and, perhaps more importantly, when in the presence of humans. The Grigori, designed as the type of angels farthest from divine, proved to be so much more corruptible that it wasn’t long before their enormous zest for life tripped them up, spiritually speaking. They took husbands and wives among the humans and led greatly debauched lives, neglecting their heavenly duties.

    Legends tell us that the children the Grigori begot were hideous, misshapen monsters, now known in demonic circles as the Nephalim, and that a group of angels were quickly dispatched to destroy the half-breeds, after which the Grigori were damned to Earth for the remainder of their long lives.
    This is mostly true. The Grigori, both for the sin of lust and for neglecting their duties, were banned from Heavenly society, doomed to spend the remainder of their days roaming the Earth. The Seraphim Council believes that even speaking the name of the Grigori disturbs the Symphony — they refer to them as the Watchers, since that was their original duty. What few angels know, even today, is that besides their more famous gigantic spawn, the malevolent Nephalim, the Grigori did successfully engender half-breed children, part-angel and part-human. Angels are strictly forbidden to associate with the Children of the Grigori or, God forbid, any actual remaining Grigori they might run across in the course of a mission.

    Watching angel on the spire of St Michael’s church, Clifton Hampden, Oxfordshire, England
    Watcher (Aramaic עִיר ʿiyr, plural עִירִין ʿiyrin, [ʕiːr(iːn)]; Theodotian trans: ir; from the root of Heb. ʿer, “awake, watchful”;[1] Greek: ἐγρήγοροι, transl.: egrḗgoroi; Slav transliteration, Grigori,[2] “Watchers”, “those who are awake”; “guard”, “watcher”[3]) is a term used in connection with biblical angels. Watcher occurs in both plural and singular forms in the Book of Daniel (4th–2nd century BC), where reference is made to their holiness. The apocryphal Books of Enoch (2nd–1st centuries BC) refer to both good and bad Watchers, with a primary focus on the rebellious ones.


      1. Love Me
        Katy Perry
        I lost myself in fear of losing you
        I wish I didn’t do, but I did
        I lost my own, my own identity
        Forgot that you picked me, for me
        But now, I don’t negotiate with insecurities
        They always seem to get the best of me
        I found I had to love myself, the way I want you to
        Love me, no more second guessing
        No, there’s no more questioning
        I’ll be the one defining who I’m gonna be
        No concealing feelings, or changing seasonally
        I’m gonna love myself, the way I want you to love me


          1. I know Frank, it’s all CRAZY town. Oh and the Chinese have landed on the dark side of the moon.

            I mean, come on! Read the Chinese ASS-tro-not’s column today on CNN.

            This is all becoming SO unbelievable a narrative that I can’t NOT believe the End is Near.

            I’ve decided not to look into the rabbithole anymore because it WILL try to suck you in….

            Oh, and Christian!

            I love you man, you KNOW that.

            Thanks for “outing” Satan.

            You’re me somehow, in some other dimension and gender…


            1. Of course the scene of “salvation” is blocked from full view.

              Lol….. Just par for the Course.

              I love you, Liam! I hope all is well with you and your wife.

              Do tell her hello for me, from one alkie to another?


  2. I want to move on.

    Brother, Don’t you?

    It’s been awhile so I know……

    You can’t have your cake and eat it too.

    You can’t be a “LAW ENFORCEMENT OFFICER” and love somebody like me.




          1. But the Truth is……

            …. really really heavy.

            You can believe me or not, it doesn’t matter much now…

            Or IT MATTERS.

            Your soul is at risk if you do not believe me, in our Savior.

            YOUR Savior.

            OUR Savior.

            Jesus Christ.

            It’s in the Gospel.

            And …. it’s the TRUTH.


            1. … and maybe there is a reason I moved in just down the road from Darth Vader…

              (I love you most of all, James….)

              It’s all the same lesson.


    1. Matthew 13:45-46 New King James Version (NKJV)
      The Parable of the Pearl of Great Price
      45 “Again, the kingdom of heaven is like a merchant seeking beautiful pearls, 46 who, when he had found one pearl of great price, went and sold all that he had and bought it.


  3. But there are no men who have the power to save! or the self-confidence….


    It’s always gonna be a fight among bitches.

    To be honest, that makes me wanna…..


    But I will keep fighting, oh yes…

    In fact…. I’m gonna fight and fight and fight…..

    till I see your sorry ass up in the air.

    Which I will.

    This is a fight between a woman and men….

    Now who are the bitches in this scenario?

    F– losers.

    Any man who fights and loses to a woman is a loser.


      1. Look at the image above: that’s a dead sheep.

        It’s EVERYWHERE.


        No dead sheep here!


        That he needs to fill our images with dead sheep, like the Tri-Star opening logo?

        That’s a dead sheep.



  4. But the truth is I don’t want to fight.

    I want to be able to defend myself ably in an attack, but I don’t seek to fight or attack anyone.

    I only defend.

    You force my hand……


  5. The point is…. which I am trying to learn… is not fight at all….

    Because there really is nothing to “live” for!

    So why not die the martry?

    What a JOKE.


  6. I’m just laughing because of course I can’t leave it with that typo!

    It should be “martyr”

    My sister accused me of wanting to be one many years ago.

    Well I stand by my assessment of this “life.”

    And no no no, I would never take my own….

    But being a “martyr” is probably the greatest death you could have.

    Haha, Tom Cruise……

    I love you!

    And YEAH!

    It’s called a “good death.”


      1. So I clicked on the Google thingy and well, not sure why Google is celebrating this man except the first song you get is “Foggy Mountain Breakdown.”


        But the orchestra playing “The Good, the Bad, and the Ugly” that follows?



          1. When “Satan” ensnares yes, a “Christian” like me, well the drama of it becomes the world’s entertainment.

            “That’s Entertainment!”

            Yup, Satan’s idea of good entertainment is taking a good, ok no, because I know by now that REALLY gets the Prince of the Dark Side in a lather, no ok …. it’s taking a DECENT (how’s that?) follower of Jesus Christ’s gospel, who is trying to build a “personal” relationship with Him, and subjecting said “devotee” to mockery, slander, ridicule, belittling, insult, hatred, and well just overall emotional torture.

            How’s THAT for ENTERTAINMENT.

            The demons, they just LOVE IT.

            So they all get together and CELEBRATE their deceivery and leading of innocents down the WRONG PATH to damnation.Tempting their fans into lusting after said “celebrity” unknowingly of the same gender…..
            To leading their fans into believing that all kinds of sin is OK.

            It’s ALL OK!


            Oscar Oscar, all around!

            For ALL of you!



          2. Notice nobody gets hung in the movie…..unlike that creepy silhouette of a hanged man over the orchestra! What the H-?

            The “Good” never actually hangs the “Ugly”…..

            Nevermind the “Bad.”

            Justice is of God, the “Good” man knows this, and obeys His commandment:

            Thou shalt not kill…..

            unless it is in self-defense.


            1. So I keep coming back to the FACT that when I LOOK UP to the stars, every single night, they are the same.

              And the North Star is always there, Ursa Minor, with Draco, the serpent’s tail in between the little bear and its momma, Ursa Major.

              It’s in between, however, it does not fully block the two bears in their “Neverending” circle around Polaris.

              But what is the North Star? Is it the drain?

              Is that what this is? We’re all fixed here, looking up to see ourselves and our destiny “written in the stars.”

              Compliments of Sirius, the DOG STAR? Not sure about that….

              Because it’s ALL like we are FROZEN in TIME with no way out, until you see that Jesus came into this dome-covered prison to show us the Way (out).

              That when you believe in the Savior, that JC is the Son of God, you no longer believe in your “whore-o-scope” that predicts your destiny.

              Oh, I’m an Aries.

              Am I a Ram?


              Am I a DoG?


              Daughter of God, with no earthly birth date anymore…..

              Satan threatened me with “You’re gonna wish you’d never been born.”

              You are damn RIGHT.


              1. I LIKE the idea that I AM the Bride of Christ

                Yup I do…..that I need to keep Preparing the Way of the Lord……

                It’s a paradox!

                I KNOW HE LOVES ME NO MATTER WHAT….. (but I do need to clean up my act…)

                BUT KNOWING HE LOVES ME makes me want to prepare the way.

                LOVE conquers ALL.

                And He is WORKING to SAVE me!

                But it’s not easy work I’m telling you!

                That ol’ Devil, well he just won’t give up.

                So all I can do is pray for my and my loved ones’ deliverance.

                That’s ALL I can DO.


                1. It is very important to “see” that the Truth has no skin color.

                  Satan, and his primary “dark powers” who rule over judges, state troopers, and their devoted families, yes yes Talmudic “Jews” (they are NOT truly Jewish nor God’s chosen people but serpent’s seed) are RACIST.

                  The so-called “people” in power, even and most of all, “black” SELL-OUTS like Obama and Neil De Grasse Tyson (wtf?), are racist.

                  But what “race” do they really hate? They are tares.

                  And they hate the wheat.


                  It’s Satan’s plan very simply to divide US and thereby conquer….

                  US all. Wheat and tare alike….

                  I haven’t mentioned it but THEY like to taunt me as an APE.

                  That I AM black, because I had sex with my non-white husband, a “PR.”

                  Yeah, as THEY and the MOB love to put it, I eat bananas because I’m a “shvartza.”

                  And! I’m a “shiksa” to boot.

                  People, WAKE UP.

                  It’s not the color of your skin……

                  IT’S THE COLOR OF YOUR SOUL.


                    1. So it’s not that I am attracted to “Tiger Woods” because he is a black man, like the racist hillbillies I live with like to laugh and say.

                      That I want the black man to win, versus THEM.

                      No, it’s not that……

                      At ALL.

                      I don’t think of Tiger Woods as a “black man” to begin with… but as a person who has had to live with the false moniker and endure racists’ false “insult” his entire life.

                      He is a teacher for us all.

                      “Born” into it, you might say….


  7. “He’s done” a white announcer said in the clips you watch when Tiger had his “breakdown,” both on the field physically and in the home “personally.”

    “I’m DONE”?

    Uh, Mr. UPS Brewster Man, I say not!

    Mr. FAMILY-owned UPS store… You “BROWN GUYZ”?



    1. As for me, Is she Black, or is she White…?

      She’s both! A zebra…

      And neither at the same time.

      She’s a cat.

      And cats, like bats, are nocturnal….


      1. Yes, “Batman Begins”…..

        So it’s up to me now…..

        To make a new path.

        A new story.

        A “New You.”

        Where it will end?

        Only God knows.



          1. The point is….

            It ain’t over til the fat lady sings.

            And I’m finally starting to believe!

            That whatever doesn’t kill you…..



            1. And I have to say….. it’s kinda weird but that when “Maximus” falls down like a great tower of strength…. BOOM!

              That actually gave me strength…. to hear that.

              That THAT”S me….

              That I AM strong!

              And POWERFUL.


              That I’m not going down!

              Not now, not EVER


                1. “They have been lying to us our entire lives and it’s time to put a stop to it.”

                  Yes indeed.

                  I have a strong feeling that the saint Eric Dubay is no longer with us.

                  “He” has a Facebook page still, but it’s feels clear to me at least that the AI robots have taken over.

                  I pray I am wrong.

                  But let this be a lesson to you all, children, parents….

                  You are witnessing your own demise.

                  By not accepting the Savior.

                  It is in this MOMENT that I am telling you the truth?

                  And you are all rejecting it?

                  That I’m not sure, I know nothing….

                  But you may be sealing your fate.

                  Sorry, I’m JUST THE MESSENGER.

                  Good luck with it! I’m telling you…


                    1. What is this scene from Collateral?

                      Satan’s MOCKERY of God’s creation.

                      That the MAN is the protector of the WOMAN.

                      And what is that “WOMAN?

                      A jewel, the man’s only reason for living.

                      But HELLO?

                      Hmm, where do we begin?

                      With all the LIES?

                      “Tom” is really not a tom cat at all…. Jamie? Well looks to me like a man who got turned…. um, uh what’s “her”name uh you know what?

                      I can’t remember, oh yeah! “JADA”

                      FUCK YOU, “Jada”

                      You’re not a woman, you are a LIAR.

                      FUCK YOU ALL

                      That’s all I have to say at the moment!

                      God bless YOU, Eric Dubay.

                      Wherever YOU are.


  8. I see Frank has taken away the Reply buttons….

    Who would want to REPLY to me anyway? lol…..

    But I was thinking of the role Madeleine Stowe played so well in The Last of the Mohicans.

    She was quite the beauty and the heroine at the same time.

    So what’s the point hmm…


    Being a jewel that the man must be brave enough to risk his life not just to “save”…..

    But to HAVE.

    You get it?

    You WON”T HAVE IT.

    Unless you risk your life… AND…


    Not that I’m asking you to.

    Just sayin’….

    Now I will play this scene, but the use of Madeleine Stowe in We Were Soldiers, by a Christian director mind you, was kind of troubling.

    Plastic surgery had already RUINED this woman’s natural beauty.

    In this scene, it’s classic, the HANDS tell….

    Why? is all I ask….. Terrible film-making in my opinion: This woman is to be the stalwart strength, the “older” wife to take care of the young wives of her husband’s command.

    So they depict her with a perfect face and tiny waist when she flips out against the mailman delivering bad news…


    Hollywood RUINS good story-telling EVERY TIME.

    The ahem I’m SORRY but the Joos alway have their eye on the pocketbook.

    You know what they call US?




    I ask you.


    Look at what the Joos did to the budding movie star Madeleine Stowe, the heroine of The Last of the Mohicans:

    Made a strong woman appear …..

    fake…. ugly…. desperate….and pathetic.


    1. The point is, this man is risking DEATH to have her. And believes he is man enough to escape death and to WIN her.

      Women are “powerless” in a man’s world, and don’t you forget it.

      Don’t let ME forget it, lol!


      1. I think the point is, a man wants a woman?

        He has to make her his.

        He has to risk death for that, he has to mark her, “put a ring on it.”

        SO I’m done, yes I am.

        No one has tried to make me his.

        No one has called me.

        No one has even knocked on my door.



        1. No, it’s called something else when a man follows a woman but never actually greets her, talks to her, acknowledges her….

          It’s called STALKING

          Whether he can admit it or not.


          1. You are a cursed king, and there’s nothing to do about it.

            Other than full repentance.

            If you will not repent fully in public of your incestual sin and renounce your worldly power and “riches,” it is God’s law that you will repay.

            You and only you can REVERSE your curse, If you are MAN enough.

            If not?

            Live the consequences.


                  1. The story can’t end there, Brother.

                    Watch this “rap.”

                    If this guy DIED then, hmm…..

                    What for?

                    You want to JOIN me and try to find out?

                    You want to JOIN me and try to FIGHT this evil system of yours?

                    Then you let me know.


      1. The film guy in the clip below mentions in this analysis which I think is great (Isn’t it fun, enjoyable even, Mr. Nolan, to have someone so adulatingly critique your work?)

        that the message of the Batman trilogy is that the real hero is the one who can accept NOT being recognized as the hero.

        That the real hero doesn’t need to be the “hero.”


        that’s been my problem from day one.

        Because it’s not that I cared so much about my “reputation.”

        No, it’s that I cared for the reputation of my son’s MOTHER.

        Because THAT is WHO I AM.

        And you mess with that, I WILL come after you.


          1. Mr. Nolan and Mr. Mann.

            I’m hoping for a thumbs up for having good taste in filmmaking.

            Oh, and Brother?

            I TOLD YOU…..

            Your “way out”?

            It’s the corpse in my backyard.


  9. I ended up watching a YouTube vid entitled “Why So Serious? The True Story of Heath Ledger’s Joker” and really had to stop at 17:50.

    Yes, I am always looking for CLUES as to the dark side and what they are doing, what they have planned for us.

    And you know what? Satan is SO cunning, he NEVER reveals himself fully. There’s ALWAYS an explanation.

    Like this moment of Heath teasing a young girl, and pretending to “eat” her…….

    He’s got her arms crossed and she’s quite helpless….. I remember moments of pure terror like that, growing up…..

    Adult men so powerful you could feel your own helplessness in their hands, they laugh in your face to feel your terror, and then let you go….

    It was all a joke.

    The men of our world are sick.

    Better to die young than to be part of this sick sick world we are living in.


    1. I think I get what is going here.

      Someone brilliant like “Eric Dubay” starts talking and speaking the truth…. So literally they kill him off and he gets replaced, with some actor speaking the same message but from some sort of “compromised” position.

      Like Thailand. Like being a YOGA GUY who disses other people’s mothers and calls them a cunt.

      I mean, really?

      No one but a PSYCHO would do that.

      So his rap video is basically compromised from the start from having any “decent” person want to listen to his hate. Then he goes on to speak the absolute truth.

      Maybe it’s just Satan who tricks “heroes” into falling into their own traps to discredit them.

      Yes, I do believe that is what it is.

      Once you are on the right path, he will throw adversaries in to trigger you and your own worst fears and insecurities and have you throw hate back at them, and thereby LOSE the battle.

      Yoda was right: “Fear is the path to the dark side. Fear leads to anger. Anger leads to hate. Hate leads to suffering.”

      BUT I am still alive. I am still walking. And I will live to walk another day on the path.

      I’M READY


    1. There are no women in Hollywood.

      And that is the TROOT.

      How ELSE could it descend into the pits of debauchery it has?

      Women are not up for that.
      Women do not revel in their exposed private parts for glory, no that’s trannies….
      Women are the civilizing force of this world.

      Why else do you think Satan hates us so?


      1. “Women” who sell out and take hormones and do plastic surgery to LIE for the right and stature of being treated like a “man”?

        I’ll pray for you!


        1. Altho it is CHEAP to show Denzel as the thumbnail and not follow up on that, that one is cheap.

          And I will also say, that at a certain point, I don’t blame these beautiful people!

          I LOVE Denzel, I really do.

          But when I start thinking about the deception and how it works on us sheep, the pretty lips on the Batman, the soft look of Leo….. how it lures us in in such a deceptive way, it just makes me sick.

          My sister asked about why I cared about 9/11.

          Well I don’t understand how YOU DON”T care about being LIED to….. But it’s not to be a martyr about it or to be RIGHT…..

          I’m more concerned with, What the hell do they have planned for us around the corner?

          THAT’s what I care about, and as a “journalist” I am compelled to keep after it:

          the STORY

          Which THEY already know…..!?!

          Maybe it’s time for me to give up.

          Because I don’t really care.

          Good luck with your scary plans for worldwide domination!!!

          Have FUN with it!

          For me, I think I will enjoy HIKING away my days until Kingdom come.


          1. And there is nothing to DANCE for either, unless it is singing and dancing in praise of … Jesus, the Messiah!

            Now I see that no singing or dancing is “holy,” meaning is righteous, o good, and not evil, unless it is in praise of our Redeemer, our Salvation.

            Satan lured me in to “loving” Colbert when I was there in his audience and we JOINED in this song…..

            I’m still not sure if those blind men, or even Stephen himself, were angels or demons….

            But I pray Father, lead all us “blind men” home.


              1. I was looking for the vid of the Hispanic women with the son center stage dancing a great Christian song, it makes me smile….

                But maybe this one is better.

                I love you all!

                Let’s pray together for a coming world of love, acceptance, and peace in Jesus Christ’s name!

                Because it is the ONLY name!

                Praise be to God.


                1. I and friends DANCED senior year at my senior high Talent Show to Earth Wind and Fire and man, they still get my blood going!

                  I just went to look up the song, but HELL…



                  1. For anybody who CARES?

                    The song I felt moved to choreograph a dance number to is at 27:15

                    “Gonna tell the story of morning glory
                    All about the serpentine fire”

                    Yes, I understand the deception now from Satan…. kundalini and ALL THAT….

                    My work now is to figure out how to turn it around.

                    On him.


                    1. Oh and hello losers?


                      It’s done now.

                      You keep blocking me on my computer?

                      You keep stopping my videos?

                      You mess with my emails?

                      YOU ARE GOING DOWN.

                      It’s a fait accompli.


                      Because I DON”T CARE about the vids you have blocked.

                      I DON”T CARE about anything you can block.

                      I DON”T CARE about the corporate world that you have so ingeniously corrupted.

                      So go with it, and God’s Speed!


  10. Well you all know me by now, I’m scheming to make a new start.

    An escape if I can….

    So I’ll say goodbye once again.


    God bless



        1. “Your” time (“Satan’s” time) is coming to an end.

          All “Good Christians” believe that.

          I believe that.

          SO, BELIEVE IT!!!

          And REJOICE!


  11. But yeah, I “preach” love and light and forgiveness….

    Because that is what I need.

    And I will always fight, in as “good”‘ a way I can….

    I’ve played these Gladiator scenes out, so thinking in my mind…..

    Where am I now?


      1. I’ll end this with the “Dances with Wolves” closing again, but with TRANSLATION.

        All hatred is misunderstanding, between neighbors all teetering on Satan's rocky precipice of FEAR. He wants us to fear, and thereby believe the WORST of each other in his twisted mirror of reality, and thereby for us to be divided against each other.

        But as the Gladiator said, "Whatever comes out of these gates, we have a better chance of survival if we work together. Do you understand? We stay together, we survive."

        We’re not talking about earthly survival here….

        We’re talking about your SOUL’s survival, to escape the jaws of Satan which are literally closing upon you.

        Cast Your Cares on Him
        …7 Cast all your anxiety on Him, because He cares for you. 8 Be sober-minded and alert. Your adversary the devil prowls around like a roaring lion, seeking someone to devour. 9 Resist him, standing firm in your faith and in the knowledge that your brothers throughout the world are undergoing the same kinds of suffering.…
        1 Peter 5:8

        We need God's LOVE to help us translate our messages to one another.

        We need to BELIEVE in God's LOVE for ALL of US to defeat the Enemy…..


        And staying "together" simply means not giving in to hatred of your "neighbor."

        Because Jesus wants you to SEE, that your hated enemy, your "neighbor," is really?….

        your FRIEND.


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