Country Road

Every Day Is A Winding Road.



It’s getting nuttier and more surreal by the day.



I hope no one minds but another trip down a neural pathway. Yesterday I went for a quick saunter down Church Hill in Nutfield to have a look at St Peter and St Paul Church in ‘England’s Green and Pleasant Land’ on a blue sky day.



It is very beautiful.





St Peter and St Paul.



Fly Away Peter, Fly Away Paul.

Two Little Dicky Birds.




On the way back I chanced upon Nutfield Court.



The Nut. And the Nuthouse.

From Oxford Learners :

‘(British English, slang) a person’s head or brain.

​(British English also nutter) (informal) a strange or crazy person
He’s a complete nut, if you ask me.’


Cortex It.

A new bill is being introduced next week to begin Texit in the House of Representatives in Austin, Tx presumably.



From the NB Journal :


The 87th Texas legislative session began on January 12, 2021 and District 73 State Representative Kyle Biedermann says he plans to introduce his “Texit” bill next week.






And combine Nutfield Court and Texas.

The Cortex.



And Nodes and the Neural Pathways in the Mind. Does It Matter ?



Your brain hallucinates your conscious reality.



And when going to the airport remember to take your neural Path Port with you.



And the Path Word is Fidelio. Or something.



It’s Surreal.




Take Me Home.


The Waiting Game

I’ve spoken about neural pathways. This is a phrase I use to describe a process where the Mind links through Nodes for want of a better word. And again is a bizarre link to a now deceased Crystal Palace FC chairman called Ron Noades and confirms to me in it’s strange way I’m on the right track. And the neural pathways can connect through multi dimensions and also Time.



The Universe speaks in a very strange language contrary to how the human 3D brain sees the world. Another aspect to reality making sense I believe is understanding multi dimensionality is real and also that Time is flexible and can run both forward and backwards. Also a lot of this is ‘Insight’ rather than definite proof as we experience reality in linear terms. Time appears to be moving purely forward and we experience our self as just one physical being within linear time.

Quantum Quilts.




Waiting For A Train.

Mr Nobody.




Sliding Doors.




I’m seeing Time moving forward from 2012 to 2016 and Time moving backwards from 2020 to 2016.

From The OA set in 2016.

President Biding.



And the two timelines meet on 30/6/2016.





But what is an Ocean ?



Love isn’t a choice. It’s All There Is but Love is free. It’s a paradox.

Dickinson House.





And it’s the Freakiest Show.

The Way Ting Game. Thank you for your Patience.



Thank you for your patients. It’s Over Whelming.



I am seriously seeing a Quantum world and a world of Magic. But Magic is only science we don’t understand yet. When Two Worlds Collide.

The Observer Effect and Wigner’s Paradox.



From New Scientist ‘Essential Guide No 5 – Quantum Physics’ :

‘Refinements of Schrodinger’s thought experiment have only deepened the mystery. In the 1960s, mathematician and physicist Eugene Wigner painted himself into the picture as an additional observer. As his friend conducts a Schrodinger’s cat experiment, Wigner stands outside the door. Before Wigner opens up and looks inside, for him the friend-cat combination is in a quantum superposition of happy friend/live cat and sad friend/dead cat.

This is so even if Wigner’s friend long ago opened the box and ascertained what state the cat is in and by extension their own emotional state. To compound the original measurement problem, quantum reality is now also observer-dependent. Different people can construe different realities at any one time with no way of saying which is right.’


Mr 2 Of Everything.

A few days ago I took a pic of 2 Alpine Cottage. Yesterday I came across 1 Alpine Cottage. Did 1 Alpine Cottage exist before I saw the house name ? And to take it one stage further did 2 Alpine Cottage exist before I saw it ?




And hopefully this pic will show what I’m seeing. Yesterday, as I looked up Nutfield High St I could see Time overlapping Time down the High St.

And Instant Karma. Within ten seconds of taking the pic a big lorry passed me by with ‘Quantum Grab Hire’ on the side. On the right track.



It’s Your Birthday. Each day is your Birthday or something.



The Manderley Effect.

A while ago I was looking at the Frank Sinatra version of ‘Send In The Clowns’ from The Joker movie. When it finished YT moved onto Frank Sinatra’s ‘My Way’ and as it played there was a WTF moment. ‘My Friends I’ll say it clear’ had changed to ‘My Friend I’ll say it clear’.



And I have new Neural Pathways to explore but I don’t think it really matters which path you take I think. They all lead to the same place eventually.




The Long and Winding Pathway.



Let It Be.


Mr 2 Of Everything

‘There is more than One of Everything. I have said 2 much’.



Mr 2 Of Everything.







The Second Impeachment. The charge is In Sightment.

Double Trouble.





Double or Quits.








In Memor I.



From Im Peach to Im Pound.




‘In Memory Of The Horses Killed In The South African War’.




And The Wheel Of Time.





Forever is a long time but that’s so so so beautiful.


The Spinning Wheel


Another trip through the Windmills of my Mind.




I think it could get seriously nutty in Nutfield. My first few days has continued normal service. My Landlady’s name in Nut Field is Sally.



It’s the Manderley Effect.



The Spinning Wheel.

Wheels Within Wheels.



Wake up and smell the coffee. Or something.

And Old.




The Old Bakery.




Anyhoo it is very clear that our reality really isn’t what we thought it was. I don’t like speaking for others but I think we are getting to the point where we are close to leaving the old 3D world. One of the hurdles to be crossed I believe is letting go. Even though I can see that the reality is not real there is a part of the mind that hangs on and wants the old reality to be true. It’s a false comfort zone in a sense where the ‘Separated Mind’ and Little Me thinks it is safe from God and All There Is.

The Fourth Wall and No Boundaries and No Limits. I want to be able to walk through the Wall. But we set the boundaries and limits.



And Storage Space and the Tech mind.

The Shed.



Selfless and Shedding. Who or what is Identity and the Self ?



Apart from the sheer insanity of 2020, I had my own personal repeat pattern . At my old apartment in Reigate, from about the time of the first lockdown in March I had to deal with a constant stream of different people who wanted to come into the apartment . Every week or so I would get a request from someone – electricians, fire safety people, landlord and family, plumbers, estate agents etc – who wanted to come over into my apartment. It was seriously bizarre especially in Lockdown year. It felt like the whole world and his wife for whatever reason wanted to come inside my apartment. They were welcome but it was very strange. I have never felt less isolated !

It became like the ‘mother!’ movie with Jennifer Lawrence, where she had to to deal with a mass of people who turned up on the doorstep of the house which she was lovingly renovating.

Who are all these people ?





And the Mirror Verse. We are ‘Out There’ on the silver screen. In my case there is Pope Francis and I now live at the White House. Do Pope Francis and Trump and Biden etc and all the rest of our reflections or the other Us exist or are they just pure illusions or reflections that the Mind creates or are there are other worlds within the Spinning Wheel and we experience some sort of reality in the kaleidoscope.

And just pushing a few buttons and hoping for the best and ‘Getting Naked’ I thought I would welcome everyone to the White House. I’m partly hoping it may actually reduce the number of physical beings who show up on the doorstep. Bah Humbug ! But don’t make a mess. That’s my job.






Lights will guide you home.


The White House


Apologies for my absence over last few days. I’ve been moving into The White House. That’s if anyone noticed my absence !




I’m hoping this is the start of something new. About this time last year in 2020 I broke the humerus bone in my shoulder ( Funny Ha Ha ) on 15/1/2020 which was a ‘Welcome to 2020’. Welcome to 2021 – ‘2020 : It’s Behind You’. I’m hoping my move is symbolic of a more progressive and positive reality. I’ve noticed from observations and feedback with a few other people, they are also starting something new. As an example, my daughter is buying her first apartment and leaving the nest.



People may ask why I put so many images and personal elements into the article but over the years I’ve come to understand the external world is a form of projection of a subconscious process and it shows where I am going and where we are going. Surely Trump and politicians and kings and queens are more important than you ? The Universe says they are not. We are an integral part of the Universe and ‘God’and the Universe can’t exist without us. You are that important ! And do they even exist or just illusory figures in the ‘dream’ and you can add the NEWS to that as well. What is Real ?

And the move confirmed to me that there is definitely a Quantum World. Circumstances dictated I had to leave my previous apartment and there was a time pressure and also personal pressure put on me. I viewed four apartments and to each one I said OK and they were going ahead and they all collapsed and the only one that was left was grim. And feeling depressed at the thought of moving into the grim apartment I had one last look to see what was there and there was The White House. And my brain exploded ! Luxury apartment.

Even then the Quantum World didn’t stop. As part of the move I had to change ISP provider as my previous provider doesn’t have a service in the new area. And in a mad three or four hours on a Sunday afternoon I arranged three different dates for an engineer to call to set it up. Also I was suddenly told the new provider didn’t provide a service and then they did and then they didn’t and then they did. It was a totally crazy few hours.

And as another example of how Tech is a reflection of the subconscious Self as well. For a couple of weeks I am not connected to Broadband but thanks to super tech daughter who knows about this sort of thing I am now Tethered and this article will come to you via a Tethered connection. I just push buttons and hope for the best.

Welcome to The White House. Waiting for me and hanging from the curtain pole when I moved in.



And just a quick walk in the locality confirms that reality is a form of Wonderland. The New Normal service continues . Last week following the rabbit and neural pathways – thank you – I came across the Holy Well.



The White House is opposite Well House.




The Beauty Retreat.



And I’m just down from Crown Vet Clinic. It used to be the Crown pub.



And the Birthday.

‘Welcome to 125 Garage’ on the road to Godstone.



And Manifestations of Extreme Energy ‘Out There’.

Hairy, Horny Thor Man.



It’s Weird or Wotan.




Release The Kraken.


The Holy Well

It’s All There Is.




The Holy Well.

Waterslade Holy Well or Sacred Spring in Redhill .

Holy Water.

From :

‘Holy Well or Sacred Spring in Surrey

An ancient spring which seems to have been revered in the past, but fell into disuse. The Waterslade farming area was extensively redeveloped and is now a bustling housing district. The spring has been marked with a brick wellhouse, and a stone plaque read Waterslade Spring, although this is now illegible. A square trough area has been dug into the earth surrounding the spring, but this was filled with detritus from the tree above on my visit. The spring had a small amount of standing water.’







It’s in our DNA.






Surrounded by water.


The Cub E Whole

Firstly apols. I’m seeing the world as a set of images and possible butterfly effects and neural pathways in the Mindscreen which in a reality where words are predominant as a means of explanation makes illustrating what you are seeing not easy.

Painting A Picture.

The Cub E Whole and Pablo Picasso.




The Labyrinth.





The Girl in the Mirror.




The Cube and Harlequin. Why So Serious ?




Boxes within Boxes and Smile.

‘Ha Ha Said The Clown’.





It’s You. Or something.