Down On The Farm

The sign said Deep Water and it is. It’s also dark and murky water.




On the ‘journey’ sometimes you are led down pleasant paths and then you are led down not so pleasant paths. For me the ultimate answer to everything lies within. It is ending the separation with God and releasing the guilt and fear and hate and pain etc within the Self. But nothing is ever simple. As you go deeper into questions about reality you come across a definite manipulation of reality which is intended to keep the game going. At the deepest level I think it is a manifestation of the ‘ego’ thought form which wishes to retain the separation from God and seems to have its own physical form and at present is desperately fighting for its survival.

As part of looking into the Heart Of Darkness, it is apparent a very Deep State mentality exists which crosses boundaries and is connected all over the world. Part of this involves research into areas like MK Ultra and ritual abuse and other nasties and Mind grids etc. What the intention has been is a form of energy farming to Archons or whatever exactly the thought form is.

One of my observations is that much of the MK Ultra type research took place mainly in the 1960s and 1970s and into the 1980s but slowed down after about the mid 1980s. This followed on from the Nazi research into mind and reality control and such institutions in the west such as the Tavistock Institute and I’m sure similar type things in places such as China and Russia and Africa. In short individuals who got caught up in it were guinea pigs and this has now been rolled out on a world wide scale. See David Icke and others.

And part of the reasoning is that the ‘Archonic’ mind knew this time was coming and it is desperately trying to keep us down on the farm. Sometimes when you look into this stuff you think you are going mad and then it suddenly makes sense especially when you add your own experiences to the equation. And part of this I believe is the vaccination programme. Big and Pig Pharma is not there for your health. There is nothing wrong with you.



Part of the reasoning is that I remember things and I’ve wondered why when others haven’t. This question has led me to the vaccination I believe and it’s connection with memory and mind and reality control.

BCG and Tuberculosis and Memory cells. See ‘The Prisoner’ and Forget Me Knots.

From :

‘The Bacillus Calmette-Guérin (BCG) is a live attenuated tuberculosis vaccine that has the ability to induce non-specific cross-protection against pathogens that might be unrelated to the target disease. Vaccination with BCG reduces mortality in newborns and induces an improved innate immune response against microorganisms other than Mycobacterium tuberculosis, such as Candida albicans and Staphylococcus aureus. Innate immune cells, including monocytes and natural killer (NK) cells, contribute to this non-specific immune protection in a way that is independent of memory T or B cells. This phenomenon associated with a memory-like response in innate immune cells is known as “trained immunity.”

And Dark Water and TB. It is still amazes me how much of this stuff connects through time even though when Jenny made the video she had no contact here but I believe it is connected with what’s going on now. And how we connect through Time and Space.



And Why Us ? To be resolved hopefully.



It’s easy to fall into a funk and go ‘What can I do about it. I’m just little me. I have no power’. This is not reality. In fact we have so much power, the thought form needs to farm our energy for it’s survival. From observations there is nothing with the heart of people. People act from a form of love. It’s just that the belief system is falsely coded. The external 3D physical world really is in the Mind – Do You Mind ? – and is pure imagination and the mind can be changed.



Fuck It.


Gardener’s World

Know Thyself. But ‘Know Thyself’ maybe more complicated than we know or maybe not.




‘To be is to be perceived, and so to know thyself is only possible through the eyes of the other. The nature of our immortal lives is in the consequences of our words and deeds, that go on and are pushing themselves throughout all time.

Our lives are not our own. From womb to tomb, we are bound to others, past and present, and by each crime and every kindness, we birth our future.’


Can You Dig It ?



Quantum Laughing Gnomes.



‘Where do you come from’ ?

‘Gnome Man’s Land’



Forget Me Knots.




Any Hoo.

Yesterday Jenny and I watched ‘The Dig’ movie on Netflix. Excellent movie. As a film it stands up in it’s own right but as per normal it seemed to be speaking.

Digging up the past or do you let sleeping dogs lie ?

It tells the story of the discovery and excavation of the Sutton Hoo Anglo Saxon ship in Suffolk, England just before the outbreak of World War 2.







And what really got the motor cortex moving was when they discovered Merovingian coins on the site which I believe is connected with why we are ‘Persons Of Interest’.

From ‘Story – The Merovingian Coins’ :

‘Upon the excavation of the ship burial at the Sutton Hoo in 1939, a collection of gold objects was discovered within the purse in a small area described by Rupert Bruce-Mitford as “a major concentration of gold jewellery”. These were 37 Merovingian tremisses, three flans, and two ingots.

In his diary, C. W. Phillips describes the discovery on July 22nd of “thirty-nine gold coins in mint condition, apparently barbarous copies of Byzantine coinage.” On July 31st, a fortieth gold coin had been discovered after the floor of the burial was carefully sifted.

This initial analysis was partially correct, as the Merovingian tremissis was modelled on the Roman coin of the same name, introduced in the late 4th century as a third of a solidus.’



And with the current situation, there was a weird tangent at the end when the movie replayed the ‘Declaration of War’ speech by British PM Neville Chamberlain saying ‘We are now at war with Germany’.



‘I am speaking to you from the cabinet room at 10 Downing Street. This morning the British ambassador in Berlin handed the German government a final note stating that unless we heard from them by 11 o’clock that they were prepared at once to withdraw their troops from Poland, a state of war would exist between us. I have to tell you now that no such undertaking has been received, and that consequently this country is at war with Germany.’


Can You Dig It and Down To Earth . Just passing it on.



Omega and the Daily Ground. Yet again it maybe more complicated than at first sight. Below are four pics which give essentially the same message but is it necessary to repeat it or is it the same message being received in four different ‘mind’ realities ? Possibly.






Back to the beginning.




It’s natural.


Deep Water



The Gates are opening. It looks like a full on 3D collapse is in process. Personally I welcome it. This is why I am here and has been my job for many years now and for many others as well and probably you too even if you don’t know it.



And facing facts. Merovee has had a significant impact on the Ascension shift. As individuals we would appear to be very important to the Universe and consciousness. I think it’s safe to say we haven’t worked out why yet.



In A Course In Miracles , it talks about the Hero of the Dream. This describes the Little Me ego’s view of itself which applies to every individual persona as the centre of the universe.

‘The body is the central figure in the dreaming of the world. There is no dream without it, nor does it exist without the dream in which it acts as if it were a person to be seen and be believed. It takes the central place in every dream, which tells the story of how it was made by other bodies, born into the world outside the body, lives a little while and dies, to be united in the dust with other bodies dying like itself. In the brief time allotted it to live, it seeks for other bodies as its friends and enemies. Its safety is its main concern. Its comfort is its guiding rule. It tries to look for pleasure, and avoid the things that would be hurtful. Above all, it tries to teach itself its pains and joys are different and can be told apart.

The body’s serial adventures, from the time of birth to dying are the theme of every dream the world has ever had. The “hero” of this dream will never change, nor will its purpose. Though the dream itself takes many forms, and seems to show a great variety of places and events wherein its “hero” finds itself, the dream has but one purpose, taught in many ways. This single lesson does it try to teach again, and still again, and yet once more; that it is cause and not effect. And you are its effect, and cannot be its cause.’

Over the years, I have tried to walk the line of self awareness of the ego’s thought pattern in my mind and the real mind. Maybe not successfully at times. The coding is or was very ingrained in the mind. But the Universe loves its paradoxes though. At the same time, it wants you to Look Within and investigate the Self, examine it and release the unreal aspects of the Self.

As I said I welcome the Ascension process but it’s definitely not ‘All things bright and beautiful’ a lot of the time and it’s saying we are in Deep Water.



I have ended up in A Place Beyond Belief. It’s full on. Nothing seems real and it’s full of reflections and messages and neural pathways. Every day is an adventure. It is a cross between Narnia and Wonderland and the Land That Time Forgot and Frozen In Time. And at the same time it also seems to include The Prisoner and The Wicker Man. This article isn’t about The Fourth Wall concept and why we are characters on the Silver Screen but it is in there.




When I was a young boy, I can remember watching The Prisoner. It used to be shown on repeat after the Big Match on ITV on Sunday afternoons. I had no idea at that age what it was talking about but I did enjoy it though. Over the years ‘The Prisoner’ has kept popping up in a variety of ways. As an example, the car at the beginning of each series is a Caterham 7 and I used to know the owners who manufactured the Caterham 7 when I lived in Caterham and other things as well over the years.



In the Prisoner, he ends up in The Village which is a strange place to where he was abducted. The flip side of living in Narnia and the Village is some days I wake up feeling very much like Number 6 and the Village where I live has the same feel at times. One of the episodes ‘Free For All’ describes an election in the village and tomorrow there are local elections here. I can vote twice if I want.





Which leads into Darker Thing and mysteries. I won’t go into full details of my past memories but it seems to be tied in with Deep State and also having x 2 birth certificates and reviewing my past much of it doesn’t make sense. And I know others have similar glitches. It seems a jumble of at least x 2 memories and two selves in different space time is the best way I can put it.

And The Universe never stops talking. And it may not just be me who is effected.

‘Can You Know The Truth If Your Mind Has Been Wiped ?’.



And missing or repressed or replaced or twin Time Lines or reality.



FWIW I think we are now entering a period when Absolutes will disappear. If you expect the world to behave how you expect it or how you want it to be according to the old 3D rules of duality, it could get even more confusing and that’s saying something.





It’s a strange place.


The Long And Winding Neural Pathway

‘Hoppípolla’ : Icelandic for “Jumping Into Puddles”.




The trip into 5D is not for the faint hearted. To say it has been a roller coaster over the years is an understatement. One week I walk into Bluebell Valley and then the next week it is Death Valley. Last week I attended if that’s possible, an online funeral on my PC. Firstly it was weird with restrictions on numbers allowed to attend the service, not being able to go in person but watching it online from a distance and then seeing the attendees wearing masks was totally bizarre.

My friend had the ‘I have only slipped into the next room’ poem by Henry Scott Holland read but death even if it’s not real can be used by Spirit for its own purposes as you realise the depth of the feeling that you have, which doesn’t show itself normally in day to day life and in extremis you find yourself going deep into your feelings. In a sense this reality is designed to limit our emotional Self.


Death is nothing at all.
It does not count.
I have only slipped away into the next room.
Nothing has happened.

Everything remains exactly as it was.
I am I, and you are you,
And the old life that we lived so fondly together is untouched, unchanged.
Whatever we were to each other, that we are still.

Call me by the old familiar name.
Speak of me in the easy way which you always used.
Put no difference into your tone.
Wear no forced air of solemnity or sorrow.

Laugh as we always laughed at the little jokes that we enjoyed together.
Play, smile, think of me, pray for me.
Let my name be ever the household word that it always was.
Let it be spoken without an effort, without the ghost of a shadow upon it.

Life means all that it ever meant.
It is the same as it ever was.
There is absolute and unbroken continuity.
What is this death but a negligible accident?

Why should I be out of mind because I am out of sight?
I am but waiting for you, for an interval,
somewhere very near,
just round the corner.

All is well.
Nothing is hurt; nothing is lost.
One brief moment and all will be as it was before.
How we shall laugh at the trouble of parting when we meet again!


To say what we’ve experienced on Merovee and surrounding areas over the years has been phenomenal, again is an understatement. Some of the experiences myself and others I know have experienced have been totally mind blowing.




Reality would seem to be totally different from what 3D vision shows. As Christof said : ‘We accept the reality of the world with which we are presented’. Until you don’t.

The Universe is saying it’s ‘Back to the Garden’ time but even Back to the Garden can get confusing. In my first trip into the Bluebell field I came across the most incredible and beautiful scene and within it there was ‘A Den’ which I read as Eden.



And the Quantum World and maybe Quantum Edens. It’s now May. May Be and ‘It’s Possible’.

This morning I went Walkabout again and ended up in another mind blowing and ‘A Place Beyond Belief’ bluebell field.






And in Another Bluebell field there was ‘Another A Den’.




As we’ve come to learn the Universe speaks in strange ways at times.

East Cottage and West Cottage.



And Quantum Trees falling in a forest down a neural pathway.

‘If a tree falls in a forest and no one is around to hear it, does it make a sound?’.





Back To The Gardens !


The Return To Eden

First of all I’ve been getting a big ‘Be Prepared for something extraordinary’ message over the last few days. Which boggles the mind considering what everyone has gone through already.

The Return to Innocence.



The Return to In No Sense.



I have washed up in the most extraordinary place. It makes Wonderland look positively mundane. It’s difficult to know what others are experiencing but from feed back everyone is going through something similar to a greater or lesser extent.

It’s Old Stuff and Living In The Past.

Old School.



Old Bakery.



Old Post.



Yesterday I took another walk down Memory Lane. I revisited the housing estate where I used to live from 1993 – 2006.

Firstly the Fourth Wall. Below is a pic of the house where I lived in this time period. It’s the one with the grass outside.



And Harry Potter and 4 Privet Drive, Little Whinging, Surrey.



Frozen In Time.

What struck me most was that the estate has hardly changed at all in that time. This follows on from re meeting a lady who hasn’t changed physically in fifteen years. She should be a ninety year old pushing a zimmer frame but she looks a spritely seventy five year old which is exactly how she was when I last saw her fifteen years ago.

And the four clock faces at Clock Cottage are stuck at 2, 4, 6 and 10.





Which leads into Iceland and different moons for different folks.

Here is MJ’s moon.




Here is Jenny’s moon.



My moons tend to be extremely bright. If I didn’t know better or had been told differently by ‘Top Boffins’ I would have said it was a Star. If it looks like a duck.



The Land of the Midnight Sun.



Opening Up The Gates.








There Is A Place.


Buddy Can You Spare A Dimension


The World of small things.

When I was opening up spiritually probably about the time of the first Iraq war, I was bombarded with authority figures turning up and telling me what I was doing wrong and giving me a hard time.

One event I remember is one night when driving back from the pub, a police car suddenly pulled up behind me after I got back home. I had probably drunk about three or four pints and the policeman smelt the alcohol on my breath and I found myself breathing into the breathalyser to see if I was ‘Over The Limit’. I can’t remember the exact colours but I was told that if the light turned green then that was OK but if it turned red then that meant I was over the limit. Breathing into a breathalyser requires a big breath I discovered and it took a couple of attempts.

Very kindly the policeman held the breathalyser in front of me so I could see it clearly. I’m not sure exactly how long it took but I think he held it for about 30 secs and at the end of the required time it was showing green but he kept it going and about ten seconds later it turned red. And he commented ‘You are very lucky’. Looking back what occurs to me is that it wasn’t a random event and that it was a manifestation of an inner struggle between spirit and my ‘ego’ going on within me and the policeman was the ‘Guilt’ and the Boss man showing up. Whenever people turn up now saying they are the Boss, I understand it now and I smile.

I can remember clearly during the quantum 30 sec period waiting for the result from the toximeter, my future life flashed before me. There is a mandatory one year driving ban for failing the breathalyser and a world without a car showed up and problems with work and my social life appeared in the mind screen. At present I am seeing a quantum reality and I wonder now what happened to the quantum possibility where I failed the breath test.

Which leads into the present.

The many rooms at the Hilbert Hotel.



Buddy. Can you spare a dimension ?




Over the last few month or so I’ve been coming across lots of No Access and Not Allowed For Security Reasons signs but normally there’s a way round them. If you follow all the rules, you miss all the fun.




And Ignore All Those Big Warning Signs.



And the Garden and the OA and the Fourth Wall. Or maybe an infinite number of Walls.






Forget Me Nots.




A Rose by any other name.



It’s nearly Sumer Time.


There Is A Place

There Is A Place.






It is the Garden Of A Den.





There are four rivers.



And they are Frozen in Time – NEWS.





Carl Jung – Children’s Dreams :

‘In the legend of paradise, the river that runs out of the Garden of Eden parts and becomes four riverheads. This image has been used by the Gnostics to illustrate the development of the inner human being.

According to Simon Magus, paradise is the uterus and the Garden of Eden the navel.

Four flows emanate from the navel, two air and two blood vessels, so to speak, through which the growing child receives its food, the blood and the pneuma’.



‘Bluebells come in every size.’


The Halfway House


I know I’ve moved to Another Place. I haven’t really moved anywhere I doubt. It is just the illusion of moving and seeing the world from a truer perspective. Where I used to live was 80% 5D and now it is virtually 100%. My trip on The Bluebell Railway was indescribable and was more than just 3D beauty. It’s +5D and from feed back I think others as well are having the same experience or I hope they are. It’s coming through.







It’s A Paradox.

White Bluebells.





When a tree falls in a forest does it make a sound ?



Further down the neural pathway it leads to the Birth Day and Time. The link with the Bluebell Railway is there. The Bluebell Railway is an old steam train line that runs from Horsted Keynes in Sussex, England to East Grinstead in Sussex and runs along the Prime Meridian. The original Bluebell Railway line was opened on 1st August 1882 which is my birthday. Click Wiki : Bluebell Railway.

And then checking out videos, this video showed a train on the Bluebell Line with the numbers 1638 on the side which is a combination of Jenny and my birthday dates.



Also I thought I would check the latitude and longitude of Horsted Keynes where the Bluebell Railway starts and it shows a latitude of 51.2° and longitude of 0.02° . 51.2 are MJ’s birthday numbers.



A few hours before I discovered the Bluebell Field or it called me there – I had no idea it existed and probably didn’t exist before I found it which is a mind fxxk in itself – I went to Holborns Established 1974. This is MJ’s birth year numerology and it is also Rain’s birth year as well.



When I was in the shop, I heard my phone make a notification sound and it was an email from Rain in Kazakhstan. After I had bought my provisions I stopped by a wall just a few doors away and there was a Wheel staring back. This is how the Universe seems to speak.



The Wheel Spoke. Counting the number of Spokes in the Wheel there are twelve.

Some day we’ll know hopefully.




And the Halfway House.



In ‘A Course Of Miracles’, it describes a place which it calls the Real World. It is not really reality but it is the physical reality seen through the eyes of rightmindedness or God. It is a Halfway House before you return Home and I think that is where we are.

But there are blots on the landscape. Firstly all the stuff with the Coronavirus and masks and lockdowns and the jab and the rest of it. The other element which I’ve noticed is Traffic which somehow spoils Elysium. The noise and energy from traffic doesn’t fit somehow. And on a more personal basis Jenny and me would like to get together which we had hoped to do in 2020 and then it all collapsed. And general body survival things as well.

And Contrasts.

From The Voice For :

‘When your mind is more awake and does not fall for the temptation of the sensory inputs, it now projects a meaning of truth, which frames the world as false, because it recognizes what is true and what isn’t. And the world simply is false. So when you are sane, you recognize that your body inputs are always false, but that doesn’t stop you still being able to sense them.

This is why the experience of the two types of simultaneous perception can become acutely contrasted, because on the one hand you’ve got your mind telling you that nothing you see is real, while still seeing it. So now you are perceiving a false world, an awareness of dreaming which you still nevertheless see fully, and this can be a very acute contrast to the mind.’



Believe It Or Not.


The Bluebell Railway

Firstly apologies to Ken if he reads this. I know that this sort of thing can yank at the heart.

The Bluebell Railway.

Waiting For A Train. Or something.




No words. Tears and everything.

‘When all at once I saw a crowd
A host of golden Bluebells’



Sit down next to me.



















It’s All Too Beautiful.



But you have to go off the beaten track.